Faulbaer's Schlafmulde :: Nov 2012
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three months and counting

it's funny really how everything turns out sometimes. a year ago I thought I had experienced a painful relationship of some sort and even felt like calling this love but now I have to find out that whatever that might have been it was nothing compared to real love.

it's not about the butterflies - not about being separated - not about the fun and not about the pain.

what it is about - to me at least - is how close I feel to her, the way I know I can trust her with all my heart. the way she never gets annoying or "to much" even after days spent in the same room. I don't think I'm explaining this well but the way it used to be before is ... well ... a lot different.

in the past I tended to become fed up with people, became bored and annoyed with people quite quickly. open end visits took as long as up to eight hours tops but then one of us had to leave. timed visits could go on for a bit longer if I could tell when those would end. I don't know if this is imaginable to you but this is still the case. people still get on my nerves after a relatively short amount of time ... everybody but my dear beloved wife that is. of her I cannot get enough.

time flies while we are together. I'm still waiting for this to end in a way because I cannot believe this is really happening. the way it looks like, though, I won't hold my breath. so far it doesn't feel as if this was going to end any time soon - let's hope for it!

due to a business meeting we are now separated for some days. that's ok as whenever I think of her besides the feeling of being a bit lonely there is this undefined warm fuzziness that makes me smile. the next thing then is to text or to write something or just to anticipate my return and then to hold her in my arms again and become whole.

I don't know why exactly I'm writing about this here in my tech-and-rant blog ... I reckon it's mostly just to let you know that I'm well - I mean REALLY WELL - although you haven't heard much from me in the recent past. that said I'm going to go back to blogging about tech stuff again for the future, will keep the blog techie and rantie from now on. ten more posts, maybe twenty and this will all be forgotten.

I'm not sure about this because it would break certain rules I defined for this blog when I started it years ago but I might actually remove some of the past posts of make them less easily accessible. but as I said this has to be decided another day.

now I'm getting tired.

Faulbaer (sweet dreams coming up)

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[ 2012.11.30, 00:26 :: thema: /english/love :: link zum artikel :: 0 Comments ]

philips hue: want!

about two months from now I'm going to buy the most expensive light bulbs I ever owned - except from projector bulbs and photography flashes maybe. it's overdue and I really do want philips hue!

Faulbaer (want want want want want …)

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[ 2012.11.09, 07:50 :: thema: /english/technology :: link zum artikel :: 0 Comments ]

selling stuff - who is interested?

I'm selling stuff:

- slightly defective Nikon D2x with accessories
- intact Nikon D200 with accessories
- 1st gen iPad, 64mb, Wifi+3G
- 3rd gen iPad, 64mb, Wifi+4G
- Mac Pro, 2x 2.8 GHz quad-core Intel Xeon with 10GB RAM
- huge stock of IKEA IVAR series furniture (slim line)
- various computer parts from the 80s, 90s and later
- defective Apple Mac Cube 450MHz with Apple 15" TFT display
- lots and lots of airsoft related uniforms and guns
- Nikon F5
- Nikon P7000
- Panasonic SDR-S10
- Nikon e-series 135/2.8 (MF)
- Nikon 18-70 AF-S
- Sigma 10-20 1:40-5.6 (AF, Nikon)
- Nikon SB25
- 2x Nikon SB27
- Nikon 18-105 AF-S
- Nikon 50/1.4 (MF)
- Nikon e-series 75-150/3.5 (MF)
- 2x Nikon SB24
- Panasonic NV-GS1
- Sigma 50-500 1:4-6.3 AP0 DG HSM D
- slightly defective but working Apple iBook 14"
- 1st gen Apple MacBook Air

I'll probably add more and links some time in the future.

Faulbaer (gotta make room for new stuff!)

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[ 2012.11.09, 07:17 :: thema: /english/consume :: link zum artikel :: 0 Comments ]

every once in a while I'll be amazed

yes, it's true, I fell deeply in love and now I've been married for about two months. so far this has been extremely exciting - lots and lots of memories I want to keep forever and so many moments I which left me in total amazement. The experience has been so great I'm considering to start blogging again.

I'm still madly in love and all butterflies. the great thing about being married for me is to have access to my wife almost twenty-four-seven. ok - I had that with the cats, too but here it is different. I never believed something like this could work for me but boy was I in for a surprise!

what I couldn't expect was how attached I became but without the general annoyance people tended to cause me after some hours of being close - this feeling is gone entirely - at least regarding my wife. we can and actually we do spend not hours but days and weeks close to each other without as much as being unnerved by one another. time flies and even after a week together none of us can leave the other for long before we start missing each other a lot again. then we usually start texting like teenagers. I'm fairly certain this won't last in the same intensity forever but so far I cannot see this feeling to become weaker. we'll enjoy this as long as it lasts. in the meantime we shall look for a bigger apartment for the next phase.

relations between our newly wed families turned out quite warm and welcoming. I love her parents and they seem to be fond of me - just imagine how great it is to be able to just double the amount of loving parents you have.

since my wife moved into my studio we have been looking for a bigger but quieter place. in Bonn this has been challenging but we won't give up hope just yet. we are considering other cites like FRA, CGN or DUS as further options, DUS being the favourite at the moment but Bonn is not yet off the table.

so there you are, the rumours were true - I've been happily married since August 23rd around 3:15pm. We are also considering a white wedding at the same date either next year or more likely the year after. to me being an agnostic this is more for show but I loved the white weddings I had the honour of being the photographer for. friends and family shall expect an invitation early that year.

Faulbaer (never given up on finding true love: success!)

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[ 2012.11.08, 12:10 :: thema: /english/love :: link zum artikel :: 0 Comments ]
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